Otherworldly
Usually, skyline amazed me. And city lights should make me alive. And big crowd
should make me feel I have companies. And fine red, black and blue pens call
for writing, textliners initiates reading. A clean pad paper smells beginning while
sticky notes are my freedom walls. A nice calculator, a dry correction tape,
binder clips, a mechanical pencil and a Staedtler eraser helps me feel I am at
home. I have them on Alleah’s table. Am I not blessed?
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Before when I get asked by some people who pass by, “Miss, anong
oras na?”
And I am always very defensive not knowing if the person has
innocent motives or the other.
It feels so strange to be the stranger this time.
I feel like a dot of a blank sheet of paper. Something isn’t
supposed to be there. But if I continue marking on the paper, I could actually
make sense.
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There are mornings that I wake up in the boarding house, I’m
always like this in my mind,
“Oh shocks, nasan ako?! Nakidnap ata ako!”
And I would inspect my surroundings and I’d see Clang sleeping
and in a few seconds, when my brains are slowly regenerating,
“(Sigh) Ay oo nga pala nagtatrabaho na pala ‘ko at wala ako sa
bahay.”
It’s funny but so panicking to wake up those mornings having a
slight amnesia. Buti nalang I haven’t tried getting out of the bed with my eyes
closed, baka mahulog ako, double deck pala bed namin dito.
I look forward to the day that I will get used of not getting
used of it. Dig that.
It’s nice that I always look forward to Saturdays and Sundays
now differently. And how I
number not
days but each second of those days I’m home. And when I say home, I meant
somewhere or “someone” that I’m comfortable with.
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They can’t hurt me, ‘coz there’s no one here that I love.
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Clash
comes out just because maybe some just have nothing else to do. When you aren’t
occupied, there is a possibility that your mind has chances of being the
devil’s workshop. Anger is an effective tool to initiate sin.
I
just think that if someone did something to anyone, I just need to make allowances
for their faults as I would like them to do unto me.
According
to Joyce Meyer, there are really some people that we can never learn to have
them around. And when God commanded us to love our neighbours as we love
ourselves, He didn’t say we would be best of friends with them or that we
should always hang out and try to have them around ALWAYS. If there are clear
defined dissimilarities we can never work on such as norms, customs and
traditions, or personality that we cannot withstand, we can always try to be
nicer when socializing with them.
It’s
the reality of life. There is love at first sight, and also hate at first
sight. It does happen.
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“I am the Alpha and the Omega, the
Beginning and the End,” says the Lord. God
has set an ending to every battle.
P.S.
I take full responsibility with every word that I have written.
No one except for me is accounted with this post.
Gora nako mga te,
Lady Diana
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