Be Careful on Being Too Strong
One day, she was just so eager to be at her strongest after all the emotions she hated feeling. That literal pain in the chest and the brains that are about to explode. She is so determined to master how to control her mind so she could overpower her reactions. And guess what, that day came.
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She started to feel things different. She can fake caring to people. She can appear to be lovable and kind to people, not that shes really not, but she gets to study to make it realistic. She can carelessly tell people how she loves them though she doesnt feel it at the moment.
She learned to forgive people at the time she still didnt want to accept apology. She sometimes would think of sending someone a message to reconnect but she often withdraws from it. But to other, she seems to be just like the same.
She still loves to love people, but the feeling of love has left. Her love towards people became pure freewill, a matter of choice. She can love a person because she just chooses to. Suddenly, the emotions became something that can be turned on and off.
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He once told her how he became numb, so numb after so many inexplicable and indescribable aches. She couldnt understand how is that possible. He said it still causes him pain but he got used to the feeling of hurting.
Now she understands it. It can happen, but its not always good.
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One time, she willed to write people letters but she didnt write. She decided to give someone a gift, but she didnt. She decided to call but didnt. She wanted to say youre special but she chose not to.
What for? When we all keep moving and all changing. Whats the sense of love when its everyday changing?
She says its vanity to love on this place. She's better off that way. Not to affect anyone, so no one gets attached to anyone, so no one gets to feel the pain when left.
She suddenly wanted to stand alone.
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Sometimes people become so strong, but too strong not to feel anything anymore. It is so dangerous to be very at ease with yourself that you find no pleasure asking somebody to accompany you.
Be careful not to be too strong that you cant differentiate a feel and a choice.
God didn't create you a robot that can be manipulated by anyone, even by yourself. You were created a human being, you feel, get hurt, heal, and move on. Anything that is out of this cycle, is unnatural.
You were to feel and to create choices. You weren't just a thinking being, you were a being that responds to feelings
Be careful on being strong.
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To this person and the written letter you gave her, you have just loaded a burning coals on her head, she came on her nerves. Good morning.
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She started to feel things different. She can fake caring to people. She can appear to be lovable and kind to people, not that shes really not, but she gets to study to make it realistic. She can carelessly tell people how she loves them though she doesnt feel it at the moment.
She learned to forgive people at the time she still didnt want to accept apology. She sometimes would think of sending someone a message to reconnect but she often withdraws from it. But to other, she seems to be just like the same.
She still loves to love people, but the feeling of love has left. Her love towards people became pure freewill, a matter of choice. She can love a person because she just chooses to. Suddenly, the emotions became something that can be turned on and off.
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He once told her how he became numb, so numb after so many inexplicable and indescribable aches. She couldnt understand how is that possible. He said it still causes him pain but he got used to the feeling of hurting.
Now she understands it. It can happen, but its not always good.
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One time, she willed to write people letters but she didnt write. She decided to give someone a gift, but she didnt. She decided to call but didnt. She wanted to say youre special but she chose not to.
What for? When we all keep moving and all changing. Whats the sense of love when its everyday changing?
She says its vanity to love on this place. She's better off that way. Not to affect anyone, so no one gets attached to anyone, so no one gets to feel the pain when left.
She suddenly wanted to stand alone.
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Sometimes people become so strong, but too strong not to feel anything anymore. It is so dangerous to be very at ease with yourself that you find no pleasure asking somebody to accompany you.
Be careful not to be too strong that you cant differentiate a feel and a choice.
God didn't create you a robot that can be manipulated by anyone, even by yourself. You were created a human being, you feel, get hurt, heal, and move on. Anything that is out of this cycle, is unnatural.
You were to feel and to create choices. You weren't just a thinking being, you were a being that responds to feelings
Be careful on being strong.
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To this person and the written letter you gave her, you have just loaded a burning coals on her head, she came on her nerves. Good morning.
Heart- felt. 2nd fav ❤
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