You fill my cup

You work wonders in my life such as allowing inexplicable peace to consume me during moments like these, as to how You did it, I don't know.

As I gaze upon the usual scenes of my life, almost tempted to feel like crap again, You confronted me with such beautiful thoughts, "Diana, you have to be comfortable with quietness, you have a lot of those moments, you better learn to be comfortable with them. They look like nothing, feel like nothing, but I work in the background, on a bigger picture, of everything."

Why did I assume that my cup should never fill empty ever again or run dry?

It's okay, to be in a desert and feel dry, because a cup can never be filled unless it admits it, says my other self. 

It's when I say that I am empty, that I receive filling up. 

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One time, I said to him, I was really worried about something, he then asked me, "What can we do to lessen your worries?" 

I paused, and thought, "Oh wow, right, I can actually lessen my worries by doing sething."

We all thought that worries can't just go away, but why did we think that? We live in an environment where worries are everywhere and we were somehow made believed that they are part of our lives, when they aren't, and they can actually be reduced, or removed. 

I guess being in a situation for a long time where there is so much anxieties in the background could actually make you think they are part of your lives.

They are not. It's okay not to feel okay, but you can feel okay. There's nothing wrong with feeling okay. 

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Emptying can't be as bad if the thing that makes you full is not your tea. 

As always, Your sustenance never fails.