Honestly

It hurt so much within when I heard the words, suddenly I felt bad about myself and started the self blaming game. I am conscious in every way of what I feel, and I told myself, I'll let myself feel it, I'll feel it, I'll observe it, I'll accept it, I'll change it and I'll try to be present.

"That's why you have the gift of leadership, because you see your mistakes easily, and then act on it right away to correct it. There are a lot of areas that take forever to change that's why we feel bad about ourselves, but you should be kind to yourself too, you did something about it, it doesn't mean you're a bad person," she said. 

Honestly, I feel bad today.

But I will continue to be present.

I will be present. 

Yesterday's done, today matters the most. 

I'll be a better person today.